Here we are with only 7 weeks to go, not that I am counting, and still we have a nameless child. I can't even believe that we are are going to be parents in less than two months. I mean I know that technically we are parents now, but it doesn't really seem like it. I mean I don't really have to do anything other then watch what i eat, and try to be healthy about the things that I do. It is kind of scary to think that I am going to have another human being who is going to completely rely on me. I honestly don't know how I could have even gotten this far without Gary. I don't know how people go through all of this alone. He has been amazing from the minute that he found out that we were expecting. He is my rock, my world, my everything. I honestly don't know what I would do without him.
On an non baby related note.... Blake is going to be graduating in about a month. That makes me feel really old. I can't believe that he is that old. I mean it seems like just yesterday that I brought him for show and tell on B week... I mean Baby Boy Blake... how can you resist :) He was the darn cutest little thing. Then Spencer came along, and he was just as cute. He is everything you could ask for in a little brother. They are getting so old and I kind of don't like it! In 3 years Spencer is going to be graduating and then he will take off too and go to school and the three of us are going to be all over the place. I just really hope that we can stay close because they are my best friends, I love them to pieces.
